mattheus.. haha okay i'm kinda guessing who your talking abt here ya but if i'm right then i guess she's going through a rather tough time right now? yeah of course you want to be the one who's there for her, i can understand that la but sometimes what she needs more than anything is just time on her own. actually right i think you should stop calling and msg-ing her la. as in once in a while okay but really really just relax and don't spam. after awhile she'll realise she needs you and come talk to you one. even if she doesn't then its still better than constantly niggling her cause that'll only make her irritated one know.

okay la if you were just being pseudo-emo then my post becomes superfluous and if thats the case then sue me but i'd still be happy to know your okay. but seriously just give her her own space for abit la.

and you better cheer up man. its freaking christmas.

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this blog supposed to be cockster one leh you go blog until so serious.. buay tahan hahaha. kidding kidding. but yeah la lemme attempt to lighten up the atmosphere.

haha i know some people are apprehensive of jc. new environment, don't really know how the friendships you already have will change now that girls come into the picture.. afraid that you won't be able to fit in la.

but seriously.. this kinda thing.. no need to say one! but ya la so many of my seniors changed so much after going into rj. then i go rj see carol that time PURPOSELY put me down one. seriously sometimes feel like killing them or something (nah i'm kidding) hahaha. but its okay what. i mean people want say what then say what lor.. gossip then gossip lorr.. but seriously gossip this kinda thing, cannot believe one. i mean 7 timing?! where got so zai one. even if that zai also no money la dey. ego boost only la hahahahha STOP I'M KIDDING.

yeah true that also means that when ppl talk to you they've their barriers firmly up but then again like carol put it "the barriers might be up but every girl wants to be the one to change the bad boys heart" and so i guess its actually alluring in a way.

also it gives you the added satisfaction when..
okay the story goes like this

some guy was talking abt how next year everybody's gonna falll for him. y'know, stupid secondary school trash talk la yup. but then i was like doing some 123450819 question math revision shit and really really wasn't in the mood to hear his empty boasts so ya. standard one of course must act tough!! its like in our blood, before we even became the official alpha-males but anyway.

"eh you think you damn good isit. just shuddap and do your math la bloody hell."
"ya i think i damn good! next year i show you please"

then everyone stare at him rofllll. "OEI YOU KNOW WHO YOU TALKING TO ANOT!"

hahahaha ehhh not i say one ah. obvious this kinda boasts not my style la. i'm like more laid-back then that please no need so kanchiong. this kinda thing.. no need say one! ill be more like "you watch out la next year ask susanta judo throw you" or something more light-hearted rofl.

okay la not funny not funny. but at the point in time i was seriously damn highly amused.


but to that loser of a boyfriend who's not taking care of my jiejie right now..
seriously better watch it. y'all go overseas cip trip then she injured herself hafta sms me when i'm like in singapore and your supposed to be next to her then something is wrong.
next year you die i tell you.

hahaha okay kidding la sorry if my language's abit harsh. and i AM reasonable and do understand that its his first time. but still. take care of people only.. this kinda thing no need say one. natural one la. baskit.

oh well. i really have no reason to be getting myself worked up when i told mattheus to chill.
so lets just all CHILLLL and go vivocity later to shop. hahaha.

sounds like a plan.

OH before i go. one more last thing. i would like to suan carol about her failing memory. hahaha eh not i say one she said so herself. aiyah kidding la. haii carol please stop taking on so much.. you obviously have too much on your mind. this christmas please just drop everything let your hair done and.. commemorate the joyous occasion on which Christ was born.

anddd. lala don't so emo okay? yesterday throughout the musical like siansian like that.. cheer up okay? take care.

AND MATTHEUS ALSO. i tell you ah. by later i see you you better not emo already. if not.. if not.. okay i don't know if not what happen also. just don't emo la dey. if only the 3 of us then y'all so emo. kinda depressing for me ya.

okay i play dota already. everyone please spread the festive cheer.