Degenerate

I just keep having the notion that ill die during tomorrows training session. its my first proper training in what i would say 6mths. and my fitness is seriously, in a terrible condition. Aww heck. ill probably just puke everything out. My skin has become a Disgasssting state of purple - palor, complexion isnt any better. and my adominal muscles have decided to coat itself with a thick layer of fat. how sweet of them. Well, some of these things are gonna change by tomorrow! ok 3 posts are quite enough for me in a day. im heading off now . oh and dont forget to a.t. its the new cool.